I don’t even know when it began. Maybe it started after I had my baby. Maybe it was the moment I looked in the mirror and didn’t recognize my own body. Or maybe it was when my husband stopped touching me like he used to. My name is Sarah. I am a wife, a mother, and a woman who almost lost everything, not because I did something wrong, but because my body changed after giving birth.
At first, I tried to ignore it. He would avoid looking at me when I was getting changed. He’d go to bed fully dressed. When I tried to be close with him, he would say, “I’m too tired, babe.” I believed him until one night when I overheard him talking on the phone. “I don’t feel anything anymore. She’s too loose. It’s like… there’s nothing there.” My heart shattered into pieces. To read more click here.
