Up until now, I’ve never had the guts to share this experience. You see, I’ve been referred to as attractive, sophisticated, and desired. But I was suffering in quiet behind closed doors. I was broken in the bedroom. I felt as if I was betraying my body each time I attempted to have an intimate relationship with my spouse. I never got wet. Uncomfortable. Unpleasant. Feeling ashamed. Regardless of how aroused I was, my body simply refused to react.
I initially believed it to be stress. I experimented with applying oils, drinking more water, and monitoring what I ate. Nothing was helpful. I began to fear sleeping with him. I stayed away from it. With excuses like “I’m tired… headache… let me rest,” I began to make excuses. However, things worsened. My husband started to distance himself. He no longer took the initiative. I sensed the tension even though he claimed to have “understood.” The denial. The silent letdown. To read more click here.



