I languished in silent agony for over eight months. Despite her best efforts to conceal it, I could see my girlfriend was frustrated. She had a tremendous affection for me, but I could sense that something was lacking, and I knew I was to blame. My body had just ceased to react. Despite my best efforts, I was unable to find my drive and my energy.
I initially assumed it was simply stress. Money was tight, work had been difficult, and I wasn’t eating well. However, things only became worse over time. Every time I felt her touch, I would pretend to be sleeping, avoid any intimacy, and return home exhausted. She stopped getting all dolled up for me. She gave up trying. I realised then that I was losing her. I experimented with raw eggs, ginger, running, and even energy drinks. I paid money for drugs that gave me migraines instead of the promised instant results. Nothing was successful. To read more click here.